Guts and Effort

Monday, December 7, 2009

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

bleh

and the creative process ends there. i know i know...

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

BRING IT!

inked in pen and colored in photoshop

Picture Time! I went to the Metalocalypse season 3 premier, it was pretty badass.

Jon Schnepp, me, Antonio Cannobio, and Mark Brooks... and alot of ZAZZ.

Ryan the awesome photograhper... we realized, we have to work tomorrow.

no more pictures for the next 10 million years...

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Thats some crazy White Mage

i think Mr Amano is puking right now...
(btw, her staff is a bong... choke-a-bong? nevermind.)

Black Mage? (Work forever in Progress)

gonna try finish this . (saying it for the 100th time)
back in highschool, i was in some weird fan club and we were doing this FF zero thing, i did some noodles for it, pretty funny now i think bout it. if i find my old ass drawings, i'll post them here.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Just a Whisper

doodles

now if i had a ghost whisper in my head, its probably the voice of juno saying "WHAT!? WHAT? WHAT? WHAT? WHAT??" hahahaha

Saturday, October 24, 2009

so frustrating

its one of those blogs again, its not like im writing just to show drawing and make u think im some happy go lucky art dude.

its so frustrating these days, i took the job of designing characters for dk, and try to keep practicing gestures on the weekend. friend asked me why am i still doing this, should do a finished piece for once. i got to the point where i dont even know whats right any more. usually i just go with my 'instinct' to do a pose for a design, but its like, it has to show everything! its like every drawing i do is a fucking page long physics formula. u would think its fun and all to draw, but to do something thats right, meaning correct every little detail, - style, flow, weight, proportions, personality, linequality, and clothing details, direction where the feet is pointing, things like 'the feet should feel like the weight of the body is actually sitting on them' and 'balance of the body' if the torso is a little bit over, the weight of the character is off and its just so damn frustrating to do all this on every drawing. feels like what the fuck am i doing? everything i've learned is like wrong. am i wasting time doing those gesture studies?
anyway, just feel like writing this shit down so my brain doesnt feel like a smashed glass, anyway, art is not 'fun' its like writing an good essay, no wasted information, and no lack of either, only the essential words are put together to show an i idea that is correct and in perfect balance or something. everyday i wake up, i think 'am i going in the right direction?' a week can just fly by, and then a months and all the sudden its another year. well, even kobe bryan practice the basic stuff before doing any of the fancy stunts. so eventually, when i've done my dues, i can have my own stunts in my drawings. i feel alot better now. just gotta calm down and keep going. there are tons of rocks on the road to somewhere.